according to cat, i have no patience. brec says i need to chill. kat teased me about having a really high-pitched annoying voice when i get angry. the men in my life have collectively said, i have a hard time trusting people, i am a magnet for drama and that i am faithless. jianne scolded me for omitting a lot of stuff and for throwing myself into the worst things. at one time, chinkee have told me that i should not be taken seriously because everything i say is a joke. ria thinks people just have to get used to me.
 
well, that makes me, well, not so great. so i'll just stick to what my mom have repeatedly told me:
 
"I am beautiful, special, and God loves me ." :D